1. |
Freak
02:20
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being around me makes me feel more alone than when your gone
i don’t have anything in common with you or anyone
i feel so lonely, yeah, sometimes i feel like i’m a freak
who’s emotions are confusing and doesn’t even know how to speak
i’m trying really hard to be open and just like you
but apparently that just isn’t enough for you
at least i’ve felt emotions that are complicated
i’ve done it countless times, you should learn to hide your hatred
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2. |
Grow
02:38
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sitting in your room all alone
so glad you’re finally home
after another long day, just like every other day
you’re scared and just want to go home
terrified of everybody’s eyes
you tell yourself hundreds of times
that it’s okay to feel this way, to not feel anything
in that paradox, you continue to lie
it’s time to grow
out of this, this, this
cos we’re done with
it, it, it
it’s time to grow
out of this, this, this
cos we’re done with
it, it, it
realize that nobody really cares
they’d rather think about themselves than your weird looking hair
and you’re never gonna see them again
so does it matter if you have lots of friends?
teenage girls are really annoying
and teenage boys are the same
at least out of all of this you realize
you’re not gonna play either game
it’s time to grow
out of this, this, this
cos we’re done with
it, it, it
it’s time to grow
out of this, this, this
cos we’re done with
it, it, it
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3. |
Leech
01:47
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I deserve to think
I deserve to live, I deserve to breathe
I don’t owe you anything
So stop sucking away my energy, yeah
Sometimes I wish you never knew me
Wanna keep to myself, do my own thing
But you just looked so exciting
And everyone else stuck on to me
You won’t stop talking to me
How am I supposed to leave?
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4. |
Dysphoric
03:37
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It always feels kinda strange
Whenever you call me that name
And I don’t know how to feel
About who I’m becoming
I’ll never look
How I want to in my mind
True satisfaction
Is something I’ll never find
Who is that girl I see
In my reflection looking back at me?
Why won’t she listen to me?
Why won’t she leave?
I know it will get better
But it’ll never end
The only people who really understand are
My few friends
Feels like
No one’s gonna see my as who I am
And seriously I can’t
Take it anymore
Feels like
Everybody sees me differently
Why can’t we all just see
That what I say is true
What I say is me
Who is that girl I see
In my reflection looking back at me?
Why won’t she listen to me?
Why won’t she leave?
Who is that girl I see
In my reflection looking back at me?
Why won’t she listen to me?
Why won’t she leave?
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5. |
You Don’t Have To
02:28
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you don’t
have to stay
i’m falling
anyway
you don’t
have to say
anything
at all
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6. |
Stinging Nettles
02:50
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i’ve adjusted to the dark
i can’t return into the light right now
the light is loud and blinding
but the dark is quiet safe and sound
i forgot why i came here
kitchen utensils draw me ever near
tiny slits on my brain
until they drive me insane
there’s a long road ahead of me
but for some reason i still can’t see
i think after i shake
my mind just suddenly breaks
i speak but say a lot less
i can lie and say i’m trying my best
force my care into a song
am i being wrong wrong?
bloom in the winter
die in the summer
nettle leaves seem to always be
scraping against me
somebody out there
feels the same as me
force all of this into a
nice cup of tea
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7. |
Everything to Me
03:44
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i’ve been surrounding myself with these people for so long
but all they do is make me feel like i’m wrong
you’re the only one who i’m at all similar too
i only really feel safe when i’m around you
oh, you’re so funny and so sweet
you really care about me
you remind me of who i can really be
oh, how did we even meet?
if we didn’t i don’t know who i’d even be
you’ll never know it but you’re everything to me
and i’m scared because soon ill have to leave
my best memories revolve around you
when i’m gone i don’t know what i’m gonna do
do you feel the same way i do?
are you gonna miss me as much as i’ll miss you?
oh, you’re so funny and so sweet
you really care about me
you remind me of who i can really be
oh, how did we even meet?
if we didn’t i don’t know who i’d even be
you’ll never know it but you’re everything to me
and i’m scared because now i have to leave
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8. |
If I Could
02:22
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i can’t think, i can’t think, i can’t think anymore
all my brains, all my brains, spilled out on the floor
this should feel, this should feel, this should feel better than it does
i’m awake, i’m awake, but now i’m so numb
i’m myself, i’m myself, i’m finally free
i don’t know, i don’t know why this is happening to me
this should feel, this should feel, this should feel so good
i would fix, i would fix it all if i could
if i could
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dayflower Puyallup, Washington
a 14 year old making indie pop music in his bedroom
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